Should life really be this hard?

Hey Revolutionists, Have you ever sat down and thought, "Could things get any worse?" ... When it seems like nothing can ever go right and everything is suddenly spiraling out of control. Well that’s how I feel at the moment. People express themselves in different ways but writing is therapeutic for me. I felt like I did everything right, I ran track for half my life, I got scholarships to high school and college and I saved my mother a ton of money. Even when I had to come home and I knew that the economy was bad but I felt that I was coming home to serve a purpose. I was met with unemployment for half a year and a corrupt system filled with "who you knows". I try everyday not to question God because I know that we are all called to a purpose for those who believe in him and have faith but these are trying times. You know they say never look at other people's lives and question the way it is because you do not know what it took for them to get there. I try to believe that my country is better and if I do things the right way, with my credentials, education and experience that it would pay off. But it certainly has not, I feel like I am going backward in a way, making less money than two years ago, moving back home and starting at entry level positions. It’s like I have to start from scratch. I have Faith that things will get better but sometimes I feel like it is ok to vent. One day I know that my way of doing things will pay off because I have dreams bigger than this planet. "Sometimes you just have to live through the nightmares to get to your dreams."-Bianca Strachan