Hey Revolutionists,
Its been forever and I feel just horrible about it. I dont want to sound like some broken record out here but when is enough really enough....i just finally realized why I have not been able to start my book...deep down I know I can't write about over coming the hardest things in my life if I'm actually still struggling with this constant obstacle called love...i think when your soul becomes involved it gets a little more complicated...and yes I said soul...thats how deep the connection has become.
Its so deep rooted that I find myself acting out of character and doing and saying things that are absolutely absurd when I think this love is about to be compromised....
I never really believed in dangerous love..the kind where life will make no sense if we were to even think the other person might not be there...its also the most unhealthy thing because its too destructive.
So I'm at a crossroads do I stay with the person who is the love of my life..the person connected to my soul..but he just not doing the things he should...or should I get out now and work on the repairing process knowing that any love after this will always come in second place....
I did write the first sentence in thee first chapter of my book...i think it was beyond powerful because it has taken me so long to do that....
My faith in God is stronger than ever and I live by Romans 8:28 ..it is the most powerful scripture I have ever read..i strongly believe God can get me.through this I dont question him...
Join me on this journey..the only thing I have with me is my faith in God to lead the way.
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