2012 "The Truth is everyone is going to hurt you. you just got to find the ones worth suffering for" -Bob Marley

HEY REVOLUTIONIST!! I am horrible, yes I know but I'm trying.I am going to get right into it, 2012 was a rough year but the recurring theme was loving and losing. Its like all the people I loved the most hurt me the most in 2012. Friendships I never could imagine ending were tested and ultimately failed. I have one strong belief that Loyalty is synonymous with friendship. If you don't have loyalty you don't have anything. I had to make hard decisions every time to just walk away. I know its cliché but I really do believe you have to let people go and if you are truly meant to be together they will come back. I have to start living for me and not trying to please the people I love because I believe whether its a friendship or relationship it should always be 50/50. When one person starts carrying more weight is when everything becomes unbalanced. That's what I did in my last relationship I started giving more and receiving less. He in turn took advantage of that and hung me out to dry. He cheated and tried to make me feel guilty for his mistakes. But even the bad relationships are learning experiences and stepping stones to Great ones. I didn't make any New Year resolutions because I am just going to continue to work on me. The best advice I can follow right now is to give myself unconditional Love because people only treat you how you treat yourself or how you allow them to treat you. Continue to follow me on this journey to self discovery and happiness.