Doing the same thing, expecting different results...insanity

Hey Revolutionists,
It has been a hard day for me and no matter how I try to dodge the truth it keeps slapping me right in the face. I just read a comment from the last post that I made and it made me feel some type of way. The words stung like alcohol being poured on an open wound. Point blank, shit hurts when people tell me what I need to hear but don't really want to hear.

Let me get started on this topic, I am in this situation right and I keep trying to use the same tactics thinking that it is going to result in some type of change. I try to use the old I am leaving you and cutting you off, which at this point of 100+ times carries no more weight. Or i try to use the good old give him a cry but instead it only makes me look even more weak. Or finally I try to do the old hit up the girl and reason it out with her when really she probably wants to kill me and have nothing to do with me.

I am sure that many of you has tried either one of those so called tactics or all three and I am sure you have come to realize that it changes nothing and in the end you feel like you are going crazy.

If you are in a relationship and whenever you have any form of communication with this person you feel like they are driving you crazy or you are alwayyyyys paranoid or you just completely lose yourself its time to consider other options. I know that I am in this situation but I ignored a lot of red flags in the beginning.

I just want women to know that there are warning signs and we do have that female intuition that lets us know something isn't right. I DEF had it in the beginning and I ignored it and it cost me in the end. I am just here trying to prevent something that can cost a lot of women pain they do not need to endure.
I love you guys and I guess some of youll using tough love with me.

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