Wanna make God laugh..tell him your plans

Hey revolutionists,
It has been a minute and I feel horrible for the lack of communication but I really have been dealing with a lot.

#1 I GOT A JOB, BEEN WORKING FOR ALMOST TWO MONTHS..you'll know that was the biggest thing stressing me out.

But on to more important things, the title.
Have you ever wondered that maybe the thing you are fighting for with all your might just isn't meant to be?

Or that relationship that you cant understand why after all you do you still cant make it work?

MAYBE THAT JUST NOT IN THE PLANS GOD HAS FOR YOU!

Think about it, I know at one point or another you have probably wondered why you didn't get that job after the interview went so well or even why that coach didn't sign you when he seemed so interested.

Well you'll know me i don't hide anything so I am trying to figure out am i going to be the fool or the exception, is it even in the plans for me and "the situation" to be together. i see what his motives are, i know what he wants to accomplish but he wants me to wait. Is it really meant to be or would I have wasted two years of my life fighting a losing battle.

You know what though one of my friends told me that I need to control the controllables, I know that God has destined me to use my pain to help others. So while that situation pans out I am going to concentrate and focus on what matters...helping others and inspiring others through my words.

That's what you have to do, if you find yourself in a situation you are unsure about, gear your energy towards something you are passionate about and you wouldn't believe where that distraction will lead you!

My next move is to start working for a non profit so that I can network and create my own one day. If people all around you is doing what they need to make it..whats the hold up in your life?