Hey Revolutionists,
I just watched one of my favorite shows on ABC: Modern Family and there was a scene where the father was hugging the daughter after she had broken up with her first real boyfriend and he told her that everything was going to be OK. That triggered something inside me just now because I realized that has never happened to me.
So many times i wished i could call my father after i had a heart break or just needed his strong arms to embrace me and tell me everything was going to be OK. so many times i just wished that he could love me and take care of me the way a father should. so many times i just wished i could be able to say that i have a father and that i loved him more than anything.
When I was younger he promised me a lot of things, he promised to love me and take care of me. But he broke those promises and left me from that point on broken. I just wish he could hug me right now and tell me everything is going to be OK and that he could protect me and want to be here for me.
So what is a girl to do when those big loving arms are now memories of something that never existed. Whose chest can i cry into now that i have had my heart broken again. I just wish that he had kept is promise because now my teardrops just fall.
I miss who he never was.
So on this day i continue on my journey, i continue on this path to discover the deep rooted issues that i have so that one day i can overcome them and finally move on to become happy.
u trurn to God.he is a jealous God. he wants to be the one you turn to and whom fights your battles. turn to God first. God is your father. for if it wasn't for him there would be no us. OUR FATHER. God never lets you down. trust him and learn to lean on him.
ReplyDeleteAmen @ the comment above me. Bianca, your earthly parents are the tool that God uses to birth you into the earth, but He doesn't always use them to birth out your character, because sometimes theirs is not built up enough, or they are just not strong enough. Sometimes, where God has for you to go, your earthly parents simply cannot take you there. But God is a Father and a loving one. He is ALWAYS there. Flesh will fail you-no matter how well they mean, or what they have done for you in the past. God will never, ever fail you-He'll never break His promises to you. He wants you to know that He is enough. And He truly is. You are so special to Him, and loved so much more than you can even begin to imagine.
ReplyDeletePraying for you.