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Hey REVOLUTIONISTS,
How have you guys been, Well I have been great, besides a few things that is beyond my control things have changed for the better in everything else. When I went home for a few weeks it was the happiest I have ever been in years. I was around family and friends and the weather wasn't too bad either.

When I was home I didn't think about the drama and the pain or the hurt that came along with Maryland, I was on a high and no one could bring me down. I think that people could feel the positive vibes from me because I wasnt doing too bad in the men department either lol.

You know whats so crazy, it didnt take a tragic event, or me crying or some big sign for me to finally be done with q, it was a simple gesture, a feeling that the person who I was talking to was the right move to make. He complimented me everyday and he made me feel like I was going to be the only one. After all those years of being hurt and belittled by a man who I gave my all to, I finally realized that there were other people out there who was willing to do whatever it took to keep a smile on my face and that lifted me.

I would be lying if I said that I was completely over the situation and that I didnt love him anymore but I had to move on before I imploded. I was holding on to something that God didnt want me to have and that is why I got hurt so bad. Now I finally feel free, sometimes I find myself smiling for no reason. honestly it isnt because I have a new boyfriend (it is part of the reason). It is because I found the strength to move on.

The biggest mistake women make is letting a man determine their happiness, letting men control their emotions and letting men determind their worth. Once you take control of your life, you are the only one who can make you happy.

Continue to follow me on this journey to self discovery and happiness...love u guys!