Saturday, May 1, 2010

I have a problem so I run to God

Hey revolutionists,
There are many reasons why I am writing about this topic but something really tragic happened and just like after any tragic thing everyone is running to God and evaluating their lives. But this sounds a little too familiar to me. I have seen it happen after 9/11, I have seen it happen after a death of a young person and I have seen it happened after all those earth quakes.

WHY is it that when something is going completely wrong do we run to God, Why cant we just on any given day say that I want my life to be right. I have had a lot of things go wrong but even when they were going right I still said that I wanted to live a better life and be completely happy with myself. When i talked to the other young woman who was involved in the same situation as me for almost two years, she took it as being a threat to her, and she wasn't trying to give me the time of day. All I was trying to do was show her that what we were doing to ourselves as women was not right in the eyes of God and we both deserved better. If she was ever to read my blog i would want her to know that even though all those things happened between us I am sorry we had to let it get that far.

The point is and i am going to say it because I believe it. Everyone is going to get worked up over something that just happened and the minute it has passed people are going to go about their lives just how they did it before. Think about it, how many times you have watched "feed the children" and you say something like "I want to make a difference" I want to help. But the minute you turn off your television and you go to sleep, by the time as morning those little children will be far from your mind.

Or when the earth quakes happened I saw so many tweets talking about the world ending and people wanting to get their life right. But as soon as the coverage slowed, I didnt see those same tweets and I saw people go about their lives the same way. Its crazy and it happens all the time, I just dont want something tragic happen to you that forces you to change.

I just want people to realize that they have to make their life right for them at a time when there is nothing influencing that decision. You just have to wake and and realize that you want to be happy. I am telling you it works. For so long I have been fighting this feeling that I am here for a bigger purpose, I didn't understand why i was being faced with so many obstacles. They were all tests, to see if I could make it through it all.

Holding on to silly grudges, hating people and judging people for no reason. Hurting people for selfish needs is only going to hurt you in the end. So for everyone out there that are doing these things, you cannot run to GOD when you have a problem. You were the one who were the furthest from him while you did all those sinful things.

Please join me on this journey to self-discovery. Don't let something tragic happen to you for you to want to make things right. I love you guys we can do this together.

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