Time to Clean House

Hey Revolutionists,
I am sure you have had one of those days where you just lay down with your eyes close and you just evaluate all the people, things and circumstances that are going on in your life in the moment.

Sometimes you get to thinking about all these things because you might be under an insane amount of pressure and it is forcing you to think about everything. Or something tragic or drastic might have changed your life course and it really makes you think about your surroundings.

Well everything I have described just now is happening to me at this moment. I layed in bed for hours today and I just thought about everything, the decisions I had made, the people that are around me and the things that I am going through.

THE DECISIONS
I know there are a lot of times people regret things they have done or sit down and dwell about something they could have done differently. I do it all the time, is it the right thing to do? Maybe not but sometimes you need to think about things that you have done so you can know what to do in the future. I made a lot of dumb mistakes but it has made me into the person I am today. I cant beat myself up thinking well maybe I should have left or I should have gone to another school. I should have....No it doesn't matter. No time to think of should haves and could haves. Only time to learn and move on.

THE PEOPLE
Lately I have been evaluating the people around me. Those who want to help me and see me succeed and those who just want to make small talk and tell me that they are going to "pray for me". I have nothing against prayers but I know when someone is really trying to help and when they are just standing around waiting for my downfall. Maybe that's just my own problem, I always want to see the good in people. I have this sick notion that I can save the world. WHO TOLD ME THAT WAS OK? WHO SAID THAT I COULD MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE? WHO TOLD ME I COULD BE THE VOICE? Look at the people who are closest to you and watch how they treat and talk about other people when you are around them...Are you sure that they are not doing the same to you.

That is why I keep my circle extremely small, I trust all but 3 other people in this world and I love it that way because at the end of the day I know that they are going to be behind me 200%.

That's just life you know. If you haven't done this already, lay down one day, close your eyes, relax your mind, add God into the equation and evaluate everything around you. Then make decisions about who you let in your house The whole process is called "cleaning your house". You are getting rid of all the negative dirt so that you can have a positive aroma.

So guys join me on this revolution to self discovery, spread the word. I love you guys!

INSPIRATIONAL SONG: "IT WASNT EASY BUT IT WAS WORTH IT" listen to this song after you read this post