Hey Revolutionists,
I am having one of those days, I knew this journey wasn't going to be easy, I think that's why I waited so long to start it. Its like I have a million and one things going on inside my head but its like I cant really say exactly how I feel. My writing is always like that extra boost when I am dying at the end of a race.
Don't you have those moments where its like you just don't know what to do because so many different things are going wrong at the same time?
The biggest mistake I use to make when I was in situations like this was go back to something that was bad for me because I was feeling vulnerable you know, just always going back to something because its familiar.
So I'm here writing you guys because I want to go back to that familiarity but its not good for me and I know I would feel better in the moment but then reality would set in and i will realize how big of a mistake it is.
I want to be inspirational you know, I want to be able to say that I left something that was hard to leave. I want to be able to tell women that it is going to be OK, and honestly I know it is BUT you cant get caught up in the moment when things are not going right. Starting over is harder that I could ever imagine. The whole idea of being on your own is scary.... Who even made it that way?
Weren't we born alone, aren't we going to die alone? SO what is all this fuss about being alone, who ever said it was a bad thing? I think that if you think being a lone is the worse thing ever then you are not ready at all to be with someone. STOP thinking that you need someone to complete you, come to the realization that you need someone to compliment you and be there for you.
I am on this journey to self discovery, it hurts but I'm an athlete I know how to run through the pain. We can honestly start a revolution together if you believe in what I am trying to do.
No one is perfect but try a relationship with yourself, be your number one and i guarantee that happiness will be like a magnet to you.
I LOVE U GUYS lets change the world
you are wonderful for this. ive been reading ur blog post updates. and i would like to remain anonymous because ive been in the EXACT same situation with the EXACT same person. and i think u are very inspirational for creating this blog to spread some positivity. ur blog and ur words make us feel hopeful. and if u dont know it, know that u are INSPIRATIONAL and ur revolution is on its way. thank u sooo much and continue to post inspiration to bring positivity to all young black women. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much and I completely understand about being anonymous and that's why I created the blog to empower women and let them know that they are not alone. I am going to be the voice for the women who are not able to speak up...trust me small stones lead to big monuments this revolution is going to be powerful.
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